So today I did something I've always wanted to do, but was too afraid to do... until now... I went sky diving!!! The feeling of absolute freedom was exhilarating!!!! It is a feeling I cannot describe. I did it to celebrate my 27th birthday, but at the same time, I did it to give my self a sense of freedom.
My bday was Sunday and of course family and friends called to wish me well... but a part of me hoped that thru it all I would hear from the one person who still owns my heart- JDS. Of course he forgot when my bday was... or what I really feel is he didn't care to tell me. It hurt because I still do care for him. It's hard, but I take it day by day. Doing this jump made me realize that I am capable of facing fears and doing great things because in life we have to take risks.
Even though I didn't hear from him, I won't let it ruin my vacation home. It just wasn't ever meant to be between he and I... and I can't give him the friendship he says he wants because I feel how I do. I fell for him, but now I need to fall out. I just jumped out of a freakin plane... how crazy is that?
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